Hand written
letters will never go out of style. Call me old school or stratum but I still prefer
to have favor on hand written one than that of encoded. To me, writing is hard
work. Painful sometimes. I used words to
write what I didn’t yet have the courage to say in my own voice. I used words
to mask opinions I was still too scared to own (I do reflections tho). I often
think about writing. I wonder why I do it. I’m a writer-wanna be, just so you
know. I used to wish of having hologram type of journal so that wherever I go,
I could write, I could document a story, I could engrave an epistle of history. I’m
one of those people that has started a hundreds of journals, but never been
able to maintain them. I’m one of those people that loses them or dog ears them
or rips out ideas and scribbles in the corners and has a thousand different
handwriting styles that it looks like a thousand different people have
scribbled their disjointed ideas all over the blue lined pages… I reinvented
myself so often in my teens and early twenties (well I’m already 22) that old
journals always felt like they were no longer me. So I destroyed them or put
them away or forgot to write in them and quickly they became strange portraits
of old versions of myself that existed in a fleeting moment. I used to wish I was
like Dr. Rizal, a man who loves writing, a man that (maybe) never run out of
words. So spontaneous. Not a fan of ad-libs. He puts an igneous emotion
to all his writings. I wonder how every stroke of his hand gave life and enigma
to his piece. He has a very brilliant and sophisticated mind that’s why up
until today his writings inspires and lives.
*nosebleed hahaha nc kaau ka musulat te sang :D
TumugonBurahinhahaha gani. daghana anang imuha oy XD
TumugonBurahinGreetings to you dear Writer!
TumugonBurahinI somewhat understand how you feel. Truly, their are things you can't express through voice and feels comfortable when you write it and I used to do that always. I used to write journals also in the past but soon I stopped because i realized, everytime i read it back it always made me feel SAD (so much for sad thing :D ).
Currently, I manage to find alternative way to express myself through writing and it so called Social Networking (If you now what am I saying) (*insert hahaha). I find it more portable than the old one. I know writing is a different thing from encoding but they serve on the same purpose(i think). To express things you cant speak. It just one is teche ,the other is not. I also wish to have the brain capacity of Rizal thou it always just a dream. I know you can also make your own NAME. I know you have the potential. Just push yourself to the things you want and will make you happy (Push mo yan teh sang). Who knows you'll become the next Rizal. haha
sAng-galing-galing...
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